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This Is Your Book Of Kills
Here are the only two songs from Friday night's show (the final two) that I managed to record...once I noticed that for some reason the pause control was "on" on the boom box. Well...two are better than none. Pure punky madness. (Donate button's just to the north of this entry, by the way.) And as always, if you can't donate, please turn someone on to BOK. Next show: The Blue Nile, Thursday, November 20 @ 9:00 P.M.
Anyway, the crowd was quite supportive and I thought we did okay for only having
practiced 10-12 times. I had wanted to play a basement show somewhere
before heading into a venue, but when I knew that wasn't going to pan out, I
realized the second best place to get the kinks out would be the Grill and so
last night served its purpose. Unfortunately, I failed to get any of the
performances on tape other than the last two-three songs. I hope to get
the next show in its entirety and I believe we'll be a little more relaxed and
ready for Thursday's gig at The Blue Nile. When I get a chance, I'll post
the songs I did get, perhaps Sunday evening. By the way, the two flyers
I've posted were created by FirkinGood. They do superb work and I'm sure
they could handle all the art-oriented work you need for your band for an
excellent price...and let's face it, their flyers and art in general is probably
better than 99% of the stuff you see around locally.
Jana Burtner took some photos of the show last night. I'm sure
you'll see some of her excellent work from last night on the pictures page in
the near future.

November 11
Things will start to get a little more settled on the ol' web page
again soon. I hope to upload some more of the incredibly popular Karl Rove
"Schuyler Sessions" on the "Get Music" page again tomorrow or Thursday.
But for today (since this is the "This Is Your Book Of Kills" page) here's
a...umm...rather loose recording of "Placebo". This song always got an
exceptional response back in '97-'98 whenever we played it live, which I always
thought was a bit strange because it is an odd song. It's also a lot
harder to play than it might sound...deceptively simple as rock critics are so
fond of saying. Anyway...folks like these practice session songs, so
here's another! Hope you enjoy it. And don't forget...if you're in
the Harrisonburg area this Friday night, scoot on over to the Little Grill by
8:30-9:00 and catch us in our first live show EVER! Bring friends and (if
you're old enough) drink lots of beer and scream really loud. We're gonna
be recording the show and the others on boombox, if you recall, and we'll be
making them available to BOK fans.
October 24
The downloads from practice sessions seem to be quite popular (though I'm
surprised since they're pretty lo-fi), so I'll put up a couple of songs from the
practice session this past Tuesday. We didn't have the vocals on the p.a.
loud enough, so they don't come through very well on these recordings. As always, you're free to share
anything you download - whether it was something you paid for or something I put
up for everyone to have free - with anyone you wish.
"Get Music" should be updated no later than Wednesday evening
with at least one free download.
October 7
Tonight's practice was a completely different story from last week's. Part
of whatever difficulties we've had in past practices stemmed, as I've noted
previously, from the fact that we're all more or less doing things that are not
necessarily our greatest strengths, though I think that makes the band (and
playing in the band) a bit more intriguing in that we're all learning new
musical roles together and thus the group's performances are fresh (and becoming
more and more exciting each week...in spite of my own musical limitations.)
More problematic, however, was that I was introducing too many
songs each week too quickly...again, something I've mentioned previously.
So I've cut the play list down to thirteen songs which we'll work on for the
next several weeks. Focusing on those thirteen songs tonight meant we
could run through the cuts we already know pretty well and give most of our
attention to those that we don't know so well. That meant that tonight was
primarily about getting more familiar with the arrangements and throwing out
ideas to make the songs more the band's and less approximations of old
recordings.
I have to say, I was really excited about getting home so that I could
listen to the recording of our practice (though truthfully I was mainly
interested in watching the presidential debate). Unfortunately,
though I have no idea how, my recorder was set to "line" and not "tape", which
meant I ended up with ninety minutes of hiss and nothing else. That
was really disappointing because we churned out some pretty exciting versions of
several songs that I hoped to be able to share with you this evening.
Well...perhaps next week.
Check the "Get Music" page later this week as I will probably
be uploading a few more live cuts from past band performances. I hope,
too, that next week I'll have it together enough to record the current band's
practice.
October 1
Anyone who has ever been in a band knows that there are some times when a
practice is pretty much a wash out. And that's what happened to us last
evening. Nobody seemed able to get it together, most of all me. I
can't say that the experience was a waste of time, though. I have always
learned something positive in every practice I've ever participated in.
I did, for example, realize that I was throwing too many songs at George and Mike session after session. It has also been difficult trying to balance learning some of the "classic" BOK material such as "Stanley The Steamer" and "I Hang Heavy" along with material I've never, or very rarely, performed live such as "Not Like A Mirror Image" or "Never Be Like You" or "Placebo". So I decided at practice's end that I'd make a decision on 12-14 songs that we'd go over as often as possible before our first gig so that we'd perhaps have a small foundation upon which to build a wider ranging set later.
We are moving more steadily towards a bit more of an
open-ended attitude towards the songs in that all three of us seem able to
expand a song within its framework at a moment's notice. As we get to know
one another ever better (at least in this configuration), I think improvisation
will become an ever more important part of the band to a greater degree than any
group I've been a part of in the past. That, of course, puts a lot of
pressure on each of us, since we're all three playing roles that we've rarely if
ever played in a band before: George playing bass on every song, Mike
playing drums for the first time ever in any band setting and me playing
extensive lead guitar, something that I'm not very good at but that I find
strangely compelling.
The best thing about last night is that Jana Burtner took a number of
photographs, both digital and film, of us in staged settings as well as while we
plowed through a few songs. I'll be looking forward to seeing them all
down the road. I hope to put most of them up on the web page when I get
hold of them. Jana is an excellent photographer, though I'm afraid
I wasn't much help to her in setting up the pictures. Eventually I'd like
to do another round of pix in a more relaxed setting with some props. I've
always liked the idea, for instance, of paying homage to great photos of '60 and
'90s bands...two eras in time when photography seemed a lot more imaginative, at
least as far as musical groups go.
September 22
Okay...the truth is when it comes to making music I am a creature of
habit. I write new songs basically three times of the year: (rarely)
over Christmas break, (relatively rarely) during early spring, and (usually)
during the summer. I tried to come up with something new today and ended
up with nothing. I did, however, finish recording "Who's He Crushing Now?"
which is a hoot if nothing else, and adding even more stuff to "Shake My Tree".
It will be quite a fuller, better song when I re-release it next summer on the
album. I believe that currently I have between 12-14 songs in the can.
That means I would like to finish another dozen or more before releasing the
final album. I actually kinda like this idea of sitting on a new record
for a while. It gives me time to tinker with stuff I've already recorded
and it will also help me come up with some more new material that will be quite
different in tone, I suspect, from the stuff I recorded this summer. So,
assuming I live to see next summer, I am excited about what This Is Your Book Of
Kills will ultimately sound like!
September 17
We didn't actually end up doing much in the way of new material last night,
though we did start work on "Not Like A Mirror Image" which is a song that I've
long wanted to perform live. Next week I think we'll mainly focus on new
material. We might even throw in a cover for good measure. Though
we've only practiced four times, things are starting to come together. I'm
hoping that we'll be able to practice a couple weekends in the near future since
it's not going to be very long before a couple of gigs come calling.
Again, I hope we can play a party or two before we do the Little Grill show on
November 14. Aaron Farrington and Phil St. Ours' band, Panther Burn, will
be playing with us along with the redoubtable Buck Gooter and Aaron has promised
us a show in Charlottesville this fall. Here are some songs from practice
last night. Remember, this is a band that has been together four
practices...we're rough and we're making mistakes but it's gradually coming
together.




By the way, if you've
got any suggestions for songs you'd like to hear the band do live, drop me a
line! Who knows? We just might add your suggestion to the set list!
As far as the new album goes, sadly I haven't done any work on it since
last week. I am seriously considering writing two more songs and simply
turning the thing into a nice little e.p. I don't know if I have the
energy to write 15 or more new songs right now. I'd really rather focus on
the live band for the time being. I do think I might add one or two
of the new songs to the band's repertoire.
August 21
Well, I finished "#14" and decided that it didn't really fit with the other songs, so I'm going to offer it in a day or so as this week's download. I say I "finished" it, but the truth is I just couldn't bring it to the completed state that I envisioned for it. Strange considering how much time I actually put into it. But somehow it seemed to stick out of the pack like the proverbial sore thumb and I decided to jettison it from the final album's line-up. It's an interesting track because the words are based on a couple of different traditional folk tunes. I re-arranged and re-wrote a bit, but didn't really add much new to the original lyrics. I don't know how to read music, so I doubt I was even close to the original melody (and most likely, this being traditional folk music, there was more than one way this song was sung and definitely many different lyrical versions.) There's another track that I might delete from the line-up as well; that one could end up being next week's weekly download!
August 15
# 14 has gone slowly because once again there've just been other things going on
and I haven't been able to devote much time to recording. I'm starting to
think now in terms of a "double album" (that's a term from the vinyl years of
rock and roll denoting a two record album) and consequently I'm considering how
I want the album to flow from song to song. Again, once school starts up
again and all my psychic energy starts getting drained by 50+ children, I might
not have the wherewithal to complete the album. As I said in the last
entry, that could mean the album might be delayed until next summer. Of
course, it's useless to try to predict a completion date at this time anyway.
Anyway, since I am paying attention to the flow of the album, I want to include
a greater variety of styles so that each track melts into the next smoothly,
unless I want the opposite effect; therefore, I'm working on another largely
sample based song (though I created most of the samples myself other than the
percussion tracks.)
August 12
#13 is in the can. It took a few unexpected paths to completion, too.
I like the way the album is turning out. It's definitely more upbeat than
Different, though even less cohesive than that album...I thought
Different at times was a little scattered. Some songs were very
jarring within the overall sound/subject matter of the record.
Specifically, "Before This Shithouse Burns" and "So Tired" seemed a little out
of place to me. But part of the "charm" of this record is definitely going
to be that it's all over the map stylistically and lyrically. I know now
that I will not finish it by the time I have to head back to school. I
still have the vague notion that I'd like this album to have in the range of
25-30 tracks, but once work starts up I might just lose the inspiration and
dedication I need to write and record that many songs. We'll see when we
get to wherever we're getting to. I am going to start another song today.
Haven't a clue what I'm going to do. It'll come.
August 8
Finished up track #12 yesterday morning. It ended up taking off in some
unexpected directions, but then again, usually when I record I'm very open to
"happy mistakes" which lead me to new ideas that I normally wouldn't think of.
I finished the rhythm track for song #13 a short, fast rocker. Won't have
time to work on it much until perhaps very late Saturday night or very early
Sunday morning.
August 6
I just finished track #11 this morning and will most likely complete track #12
late tonight. I have to write the lyrics to the song, of which the
instrumental part is already done. It's a bit of a departure for me
really...the song is nothing but keyboards and a sampled (layered) drum track.
I really feel as though I am on a roll now to the point where I have the old
inspiration I always seem to get when I'm on to something good. I also
find myself heading into slightly more experimental territory as the sessions go
on.
August 1
Up to 8 1/2 tracks now and the ''1/2" (which I'm doing entirely with Garageband)
will be done by Friday afternoon. In the last entry, I mentioned that
there didn't seem to be any sort of unifying thread running through the songs
that would make the final collection of tracks feel like an album, but then in a
flash of insight earlier today I realized that I'd known all along what this
record was going to be about. It just took a lot longer for me to get
going than it normally does...the title says it all, doesn't it? This
Is Your Book Of Kills. In my mind at least, that signifies that this
is a representation of what BOK is and has been and will be. So perhaps,
God willing, this will become my White Album...that is, a sprawling collection
of every kind of style of song I've ever tried my hand at. Who knows?
We'll find out. I'm tossing around ideas for how I'll present the thing in
the end. Most likely I will offer it free in mp3 form eventually.
I'm thinking about perhaps just making it one giganto single mp3 file. I
mean, you'd have to really want the thing to take the time to download a 50
minute song, now wouldn't you? I'm also thinking of coming up with a
couple of different cd versions as well. One will probably feature a short
run of ten or twelve unique collage or drawn/painted covers a la Wasp 51!
and Different. Another possibility would be a deluxe enhanced cd
with photographs on disc (that's why it's called an "enhanced" cd) as well as a
collage or drawn/painted cover and probably an additional song not otherwise
available. It's kind of fun doing stuff like this, to be honest.
Almost as much fun as making the music.
July 30
Since last I wrote something here (this was supposed to be a daily thing,
right?), I've been trying to find time to write and record without a whole lot
of success. It just seems as though there's always something else going
on...friends or family over, work around the house to be done, etc etc...and for
too long this summer I haven't really been able to focus on making music the way
I normally have in years past. Now that school's just around the corner, I
suppose I've tried to get my ass in gear and do something, but I don't know how
successful I've been. As I've already noted elsewhere, I did find a couple
of early demos of old BOK songs, "The Danger That Can Drive You Home" and
"Angels On The Lam" that I liked enough to want to put on the e.p., or l.p., or
whatever this album is gonna be. I've also written and recorded three more
songs and am in the process of finishing up a fourth one (probably late
tonight.) So that gives me 7 tracks. But now I have it in my mind
that I'm going to try for at least an even dozen. Of course, I'll be out
of town this whole weekend visiting my brother-in-law in Gloucester, so that's
two or three more "lost" days...as far as making music goes, that is.
I've also begun to question whether or not I want to release anymore songs
piecemeal as I write and record the record. I know most people don't
listen to albums anymore, but I'm still a child of the album-oriented musical
world of the '60s-'90s and I'm now leaning towards not posting anymore songs
until I get the whole thing done...whenever that might be. Besides, I hate
the idea that people are listening to new songs through the medium of
mp3's...such a squashed sort of sound. CD's aren't a whole hell of a lot
better, but certainly are superior to mp3's. If I could only mail every
couple songs out to folks on a vinyl single!
I usually have a unifying focus of some sort...either a particular sound I want
to go for, or a lyrical conceit that holds all the songs together or what have
you...but this time the songs all seem quite weird and different from one
another. The last one I wrote, for instance (which I haven't titled yet),
is an almost bizarre kind of psychedelic stomp with all kinds of percussion
(hand claps, drums, tambourine, boxes, maracas) and very little other
instrumentation other than a fuzz bass and some backwards guitar (I'm a sucker
for backwards guitar, I tell ya). The one I'm working on now is a spare,
poppy rock and roll number with words based on a few lines I found in a table
out in the garage where I'm recording. The next one (which I've already
started working on in my head) is going to be purely sample-based with a very
basic arrangement. I might not even play any instruments on it.
Well...gotta go for a walk. Talk to you sooner than later.
July 24
Here's a second track from the new album. I basically finished this one a
couple days or three ago but kept picking at the mix and adding and dropping
stuff and couldn't get around to uploading it. I guess I need to get my
butt in gear if I'm gonna finish this album (or whatever it's gonna be) in two
weeks (which is when school starts back up.) Can I do it? Damn...I
don't know.
I did "Fade To Fall" with the "drop D" tuning as well (as I did with "And
No One's Laughing Anymore"). Pretty unusual for me really since I was
never a fan of what I consider a way overused tuning. But it is an easy
way to get some riffs going. I stole the idea for this riff, by the way,
from Nirvana...I forget the song.
July 23
Funny thing...I dropped my old Ovation bass after doing the
bass part for "Laughing" and broke almost all the knobs off it. Dammit.
July 16
"And No One's Laughing Anymore" is a song with a pretty complicated history. Early last week I
recorded my first track of the summer ("Fade To Fall") with Garageband.
Rather than program the drums, I simply used a couple of boxes for percussion.
The song had a very primal, in-your-face sound to it. I liked it and I
liked Garageband. It was a much better program than what I'd heard about
it in the past, though Garageband '08 does seem to have undergone a pretty
substantial upgrade over Garageband 3. Then, of course, (as detailed
below) I lost the song.
I'm not really sure why, but I scrapped the whole drums-in-a-box idea and
started over. But a funny thing happened on the way to re-recording "Fade
To Fall". I ended up writing all new lyrics and so radically changed the
arrangement from the original that I ended up with a completely different song.
"Fade To Fall" was in the infamous "drop D" tuning and I decided I'd try to
re-do the song (or I suppose I should say write a new song) in drop-D but with
completely different chords. Since the musical changes were so radical, I
re-wrote the lyrics as well.
I started the sessions late Monday evening by choosing a
pattern on the drum machine and then jamming over the pattern as it played until
I came up with some ideas for an introductory riff and the major chord changes
that would make up the majority of the song. I decided that each song on
the album would feature very simple drums. (In fact, each song will most
likely feature a single rhythm pattern with the occasional live addition such as
a tambourine or shaker.) By midnight, I'd come up with the general
arrangement for the entire song and headed to bed.
The next morning I woke up at 5:30 and couldn't get back to
sleep so I figured I'd get up and try to finish off the song. It was a
beautiful day. I worked slowly...certainly more deliberately than I
normally do...on the guitar parts and ended up changing the arrangement fairly
substantially from what I'd gotten down the night before. The rest of the
recording went quickly once I'd finished the guitar parts. I found the
samples (including the introductory piece with the two girls talking about
music) on a webpage I somehow stumbled upon last week, "The 365 Days Project"
(http://www.ubu.com/outsiders/365/index.shtml),
which contains hours of "outsider" music. You really owe it to yourself to
check it out. I did have to do a lot of editing on each sample to get them
to fit with the song.

I had quite a few things to do around the house, so I ended up
putting off mixing the song until today. I woke up again very early and
finished the mix by 8:00 A.M. The morning was even more glorious than the
previous one.
July 15
I have finished the first song, though I haven't had time to mix it.
I have some stuff to take care of in the morning and then I'll upload it
sometime tomorrow afternoon. It's a bit different. I think long-time
BOK listeners will like it.
July 11, 2008
Okay...this is what happened. It's late Friday night.
(Hope you didn't come to this page expecting to find a song to download, but you
probably did if you're reading this.) I wrote a new song called "Fade To
Fall" and recorded it on the MacBook Pro using Garageband. It seems to be
a pretty nifty piece of recording software, though (as I said yesterday)
somewhat limited in some respects, but totally respectable considering it's part
of a whole suite of programs that costs a total of $70! Anyway, yesterday
I went to Target to get a wedding gift for a friend and saw this little Sony
flash memory module or whatever the hell it's called. Jut $10 for a gig of
storage. I'd never used one before but I figured I might be able to store
the date for the entire album on one.
So when I got home I put all the stuff I'd recorded on this module and then
deleted it from the MacPro's hard drive. When I tried to open the song
this morning to do a little more mixing, the whole thing was totally screwed
up...missing parts, other parts in the wrong place, you name it. I tried
to salvage it but I had other stuff to do and I got frustrated with the whole
damn thing anyway and just decided to re-record the song when I got the chance.
So I don't know when it'll be up...maybe by Saturday evening, maybe Sunday.
Check back when you can. I'll pretty much be detailing the making of the
album almost daily. I'm pretty bummed that the track is useless 'cause I
did the "drums" by just banging on some old boxes and the song had a really
cool, really grungy (not Seattle grungy...just low-down, dirty grungy) sound
that was different from anything I've ever done before. It was really
primal rock and roll. But it's gone now. So whatever.
July 10, 2008
So what I’m planning on doing here is detailing the making of a new BOOK OF
KILLS album. I’ll be posting detailed updates every day or so on whatever
progress I’m making on writing and recording the songs. After I finish a track,
I’ll post it in the current update (the links of which will always be at the
bottom of this page) so you can download it if you so desire. More on that
later.
I’ve already decided to call the album This Is Your Book Of Kills, which is sort of a private joke that I’m not gonna explain. I definitely had some specific ideas about what I wanted to do this time around. There are still lots of BOK listeners around who’ll swear to their dying day that the best albums I ever put out were Bloom Or Die and Don’t Stop The Scream…an interesting opinion that I don’t personally share, but I can understand where they’re coming from in that those two early records are full of the sort of brutal passion and sledgehammer sentiments that appeal to a certain sort of impressionable, damaged younger mind. So one of the things I want to do this time around is create (not recreate) that impassioned recklessness once again. I want each song to stand right on the edge of chaos without quite falling off.
One thing I will not try to do was repeat myself. That is, I am not going to write another Bloom or Scream. I will try for a similar feel but that’s the extent to which I’ll go in emulating either one of them. So one thing I have told myself I’d do is keep the songs extremely basic from the structure of the songs to their performance.
Both Bloom Or Die and Don’t Stop The Scream are also blissfully
short, each almost exactly half an hour long. I’d like to claim some sort of
aesthetic reason that’s so, but the truth is simply that back in 1989-92 I
released all my albums on cassette, which generally ran either 30 or 45 minutes
a side. Since I liked short songs and since I had a hard time coming up with
more than 10-12 of them at a time, it made sense to write a record with a 30
minute running time in mind. Incidentally, that’s the reason there’s a really
short song at the end of each of those tapes. I had a minute or so of time left
and just wrote something really quickly which ran 45-50 seconds purely to fill
out the album and give people full value for their money (I usually
charged $2 a
cassette back then.)
And truth be told, I prefer short albums. I was, after all, raised on Beatles, Stones, Who and Kinks albums, which in the early days usually ran in the 24-32 minute range. I thought music suffered a great deal when compact discs came along and everybody felt as though they had fill up the whole 70-80 minutes of space a cd offered. If you ask me, we ended up more often than not with a lot of watered down, un-focused drawn-out crap as groups struggled to pack their cd's to the gills. Quantity most assuredly does not equal quality. So anyway, right off the bat, I decided that this album would not run one second longer than 30 minutes.
One last thing…I got a MacBook Pro recently. It’s a great laptop. The first one I’ve ever had. As you might know, Macs have some great software programs installed on them, all of which fall under the blanket name of iLife…everything from iDVD to iMovie to a very cool program called Garageband, which was the piece of software that most intrigued me. See, Garageband is a sort of poor man’s Logic Pro (which is a very expensive multi-track recording program for computers.) Though Garageband is intended largely for people who have very little experience in recording music, it’s actually a pretty sophisticated, if relatively limited, program. I decided that I’d force myself to make this entire album on Garageband…sort of an homage to the limitations I faced back in those heady four track cassette days of the late ‘80s and early ‘90s. There’s a great deal to be said for forcing yourself to creatively circumvent limitations. Necessity is still the mother of invention.
I don't know when this little project will be done. I haven't been very diligent about writing new material this summer, but perhaps this gimmick (if you will) will spur me on to get focused. I will eventually release the album on cd, by the way. I will also have a special version for those of you who've been so very kind to donate to the cause on a regular basis...and as you're already aware, you "donaters" will continue to receive special little perks in the mail and online in the future.
So there you have it…I’ll have the first song ready to upload (Friday, July 11) along with the story behind it, the lyrics and music and the details of its construction. It should be a lot of fun. Come on along and we’ll both have a great time! And if you like what you hear or just think this is a cool waste of your time, you could always drop a few bucks in the tip jar...